this entry is not meant for the weak hearted, the elderly, the young.
it is not for the faint and definitely not for ppl who cant stand rantings.
if u belong to any of the above,
please do not continue reading this entry.
stop here and close this window before u decide to punch me or anything.

i m SO disgusted.
i mean, astoundingly seriously utterly amazingly totally thoroughly DISGUSTED.
i cant find a stronger word for how i feel and no.

there isn't any profanities found in this entry either,
so if u r lookin for profanities in this entry,
u better quit here cox u r lookin in the wrong place.

i do not, i repeat, i DO NOT understand how a person could have done such a thing.
this is almost drama like.
n u noe wat angers me the most?
i cant confront the problem.
ARGH!!
at least i have frens who share the same sentiments.
at least i have a source to vent all these fustrations.

but still..
i just dun reddy understand how it could hv happened.
i really dun free king understand.
but one thing is for sure.
my judgement of character has failed me..
still,
i m not surprised that i m having these feelings now..
in fact,
i seem to hv anticipated such a thing happening!
this is a theory of "how it happened in the past most prob will happen the same thing when a similar situation arises"
i seem to b able to foretell such things..
gd or bad?
GOOD.
cox it did me well to make a informed decision.
this made me even happier that i did whatever i had to do.
this made me appreciative of my frens.
this made me a stronger WOMAN.
althou it's a lil early for tt, but better now den nv.

seriously..
as much as i know that knowing the truth is gd for me,
i have no idea how asuch a thing could hv even happened.
how i could hv even allowed myself to get stuck in this kinda situation.
amazingly,
i seem to hv a knack for gettin myself into trouble.
n i m seriously tired of it.
true,
imagining myself finding and enjoying new cheese may lead me to it,
but for now,
cheese to me is a dangerous thing.
sure,
cheese is an added advantage,
cheese makes people happy.
but cheese gives ppl diarrohea when they ingest the wrong type of cheese.
for me,
it's time to define the type of cheese i wan.
i wan the green cheese off the blue pickled moon.
the cheese should smell great and taste great and look nice enuf to eat.
it should not hv worms and i do not wan the fermented kind.
i do not wan a totally mature cheese, one that is in the middle of maturity is the best.
of cox,
ultimately, the cheese tt i wan should b adaptable, changing and of cox,
recognise me as the only person to eat it.
but such a cheese is rare.
precisely so because it is the green cheese off the blue pickled moon.
which means to say,
such a cheese most prob doesn't exist.
so for now,
no cheese for me,
i do not wan another food poisoning..
and i definitely do not wan to die of it..
not worth dying or sufferin because of moldy old cheese.
that's y,
before plunging ur teeth into any kind of cheese,
make sure u noe wat kind of cheese u r eating,
n not live to regret later.

life's not abt regrets, it's about moving on and gainin new experiences.
so tts wat i m goin to do.

11:49 PM